Hey guyyyys, so i’m leaving in two days for a trip to Europe!
Weeeee i’m so excited to go to Paris, Austria, Thailand and then be with my family in Macedonia and Serbia., :’)
I’ll keep you updated and TRY TO post lots of photos, but if i’m MIA that is why… p.s tumblr sucks.
P.s I’ll be back sometime next year in feburary xoxo
It might look like i care, but only on camera…
legit my life song
To make things worse instagram is being a hoe
Take you back, take you back, that was such a lie.
Every time u said u love me, You can’t look me in my eyes and I beg u for the truth, So much going thru my mind and my father did just passed to make my problems multiply
and I know nobody’s perfect but you finally crossed the line and I gave u every thing
but u was never satisfied and u said I was the one just like u told another five.
Feel like its a competition gainst all these other guys. Texting me the other night, It’s been too long always tyrna figure out, if imma move on Staring at the ceiling , almost all night long prolly why I had the time to write this song.
Every time I see you, feels like time is moving slow, It’s unfortunate for me, I have some trouble letting go, even though it’s in the past, I just felt like you should know. And you hate me when I get high, but you’re the reason that I smoke. Girl quit playin’, Girl quit playin’, You ain’t love me from the start, You’re the reason that I feel this way, You broke my fuckin’ heart, and I gave you all my trust, but you just tore it all apart, Now you’re all I think about while I’m layin’ in the dark.
Been a couple months and you’re beggin’ for me back,a nd I love all the attention, I’m not sure how I should act, and you’re saying that you miss me, I refuse to say it back, even thought I still do want you, I don’t have the time for that, ‘Cause these women stay the same, while this nigga’s chasin’ cash, and your problems are so small, girl just trust me they ain’t bad, ‘Cause you cryin’ bout a nigga while I’m cryin’ bout my dad, and its eating me alive, should’ve taken me instead.
Is this even drake?
How I’m feeling. Pass me a gun or maybe just give me my happiness back :(
This is my song! Don’t think I could have made the lyrics apply anymore than they already do. Fuck love
When a good thing goes bad
It’s not the end of the world
It’s the end of my world-when i used to be your girl
There’s no reason it happened- That’s why i’m overreacting- all because i don’t want things to change
I cry cause i miss you- and i can’t help but need you- that’s the wrong thing to do
Cuz i’ll want to touch you- and we know what that leads to-that’s the wrong thing to do
speak up i can’t hear you- afterall that we’ve been through- When you said ’ I love .. you’
When I say ‘I love you’- you end up leaving.. what can i do?
You said you need someone different- i know that, oh oh i know that.
I don’t want someone different - you know that , oh oh you know that.
Something’s been missing- I know that, oh oh, you know that oh
I don’t want someone different..
We live in a generation of, always breaking up, because we’re not together
But we don’t always have to be together
and i know that you’ll make time if you get the chance
I cry cause i miss you- and i can’t help but need you- that’s the wrong thing to do
Cuz i’ll want to touch you- and we know what that leads to-that’s the wrong thing to do
speak up i can’t hear you- afterall that we’ve been through- When you said ’ I love .. you’
When I say ‘I love you’- you end up leaving.. what can i do?
You said you need someone different- i know that, oh oh i know that.
I don’t want someone different - you know that , oh oh you know that.
Something’s been missing- I know that, oh oh, you know that oh
I don’t want someone different..
Anonymous asked: Whats the hardest thing about being 'heart broken"
First off this is a disclaimer: I know I’m 16 life goes on, but right now in this moment in time this is how I feel and no one can change that.
What’s the hardest thing about being ‘heartbroken’ lol…? So far I haven’t come across any easy things…
You get that feeling when you feel like your heart sinks into your stomach and it beats so fast you just want to disappear or die and it last for so long, hours turn into days and days turn into weeks.
The people you open up to the and trust most are the people you become most vulnerable to..
Drakes quote “I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest” really does apply.
You wake up and you’re tired and the only thing you want to do is sleep forever or realize that the pain you feel is all a dream. You go through regret, regret on so many levels. Regret that you loved, that you gave and that you lost and then you question yourself. Where did it go wrong, what did you do and why is this happening? You loathe yourself searching to find any flaw that can be blamed for the reason why things turned out this way… You regret every opportunity you gave up to not make the time to say I love you, or can I see you and you also regret every opportunity you took to form an argument. Then your emotions fuck you up even more, you not only HATE yourself but you hate the person who left you. Then the surrealism sets in, the little bit of hope you have in the back of your mind that you get thinking they’ll come back but the glimmer of reality tells you they won’t.. They’re gone and you have to move on and then you think about how there are people going through worse, you’re 16 years old… life goes on why are you so stupid crying over your feelings. But then you also feel stupid for even falling for someone, you feel unworthy and you feel every type of bad emotion you could feel about oneself…
I could go on for days but I doubt you or anyone would come back to read this but that is some of the ‘hard’ things… And believe me that’s without even getting to the part where you the person who left you moves on while you’re still left picking up the pieces of the past and the pieces of yourself. Your heart is not just broken but so are you and so are your feelings. The peace you had within yourself is tarnished and that’s without adding the extras like maybe losing your virginity to this person who left you? Idk.
Watching someone move on will defiantly be the highlight of this exquisite pain you feel. But one thing that I’ve learn from my first ever real heart break is that pain, to me is pain. Weather its a person i love or a friend of years that I’ve lost it all hurts as much and all the same and in the end you know it’s going to get better, You cry less and less each day until one day you stop crying, there will be times where you break down out of no where because you feel stupid, ridiculous and pathetic.. little things will also hurt you.. Like waking up to no text messages, you form a new appreciation for the things that are now gone and you miss them. You want things back no matter how much easier it gets there are always going to be hard days. No matter how ‘better’ you feel or how long it has been. You are forever changed and forever connected to that person who you loved and that may be good but it may also be bad but that’s life and there isn’t anything you can do to change that.
